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she is the age of innocence, staring longingly at the sarcasm she'll wear when she's jaded, but she isn't quite there yet. she says she's big enough, old enough, but when she tries irony on for size it pools off her egret shoulders, on to the floor, and she must stick with secondhand sincerity.
summer peach drips down her arms and she doesn't know what to do with her hands as she's dreaming, dreaming. head so high in the clouds she comes down in antarctica, confusion in her eyes made up songs in her ears, peach juice freezing on her skin.
when she lies in bed crying, her eyes perfectly dry, her hands not-quite-enough-enough fasten soft around the bars of her headboard. morning dawns red spiral imprints in her palms, pressed to the condensation windows, blood hello to the sunrise.
it's not that she's lonely, it's just that she's alone. small pale press against the worn fibers of the carpet, with only those lights on in the whole world and her face lit up blue with anything, though really she's just waiting.
autumn falls in with a bang and a crash around her shoulders and between the frail creases of her spine and her mouth drowns so thick in words it forgets them. she barely notices save for the mosquito bites depressing on her raised skin, and the peach-juice-icicles shattering against the concrete.
if she wished her fingers were strong, it wouldn't ever be to play the piano, but to look between those secret summer pages to find out what keeps a person warm when they laugh. but she doesn't wish that, four dreams slouch through her tethers, lift her feet from her shoes.
she turns her homework in again blank, with answers written in only she can see, on the back of nature sweet and autumn fall leaves, and again she doesn't mind that she gets a zero. a zero's just a number to fall through into white, like snow, like antarctica, like dreams.
and the cold of winter doesn't pull a scarf around her neck because she's still not old enough and there aren't any peach-stains on her arms anymore. she's not lonely, so no one notices the day when the wind just blows her away.
summer peach drips down her arms and she doesn't know what to do with her hands as she's dreaming, dreaming. head so high in the clouds she comes down in antarctica, confusion in her eyes made up songs in her ears, peach juice freezing on her skin.
when she lies in bed crying, her eyes perfectly dry, her hands not-quite-enough-enough fasten soft around the bars of her headboard. morning dawns red spiral imprints in her palms, pressed to the condensation windows, blood hello to the sunrise.
it's not that she's lonely, it's just that she's alone. small pale press against the worn fibers of the carpet, with only those lights on in the whole world and her face lit up blue with anything, though really she's just waiting.
autumn falls in with a bang and a crash around her shoulders and between the frail creases of her spine and her mouth drowns so thick in words it forgets them. she barely notices save for the mosquito bites depressing on her raised skin, and the peach-juice-icicles shattering against the concrete.
if she wished her fingers were strong, it wouldn't ever be to play the piano, but to look between those secret summer pages to find out what keeps a person warm when they laugh. but she doesn't wish that, four dreams slouch through her tethers, lift her feet from her shoes.
she turns her homework in again blank, with answers written in only she can see, on the back of nature sweet and autumn fall leaves, and again she doesn't mind that she gets a zero. a zero's just a number to fall through into white, like snow, like antarctica, like dreams.
and the cold of winter doesn't pull a scarf around her neck because she's still not old enough and there aren't any peach-stains on her arms anymore. she's not lonely, so no one notices the day when the wind just blows her away.
Literature
Love To Really Mean Love
Do you remember being a kid?
Laughing and playing,
And doing a jig,
Thinking there's a Superman and Easter Bunny,
Never thinking twice about having money,
Being so cute and ache free,
Getting attention from everyone,
Goofing around and having fun,
Boys and Girl playing together,
No one caring if they're dating each other,
Love really meaning love,
And like really meaning like,
No one lying or picking a fight,
Don't you wish you could go back?
To the playground and swings,
And many other things,
Just having fun,
And just being friends,
Nothing else having to happen in the end,
Don't you wish you were little again?
No drama,
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reasons i wont ever leave
1.
Today in the children's section of the library there were two books
'international terrorism' and 'how i feel when people die'
what happened to innocence and fairy tales?
2.
this day two months from now i won't be here and we won't talk ever again
i don't know how i'm going to function normally without you.
i've been rehearsing things to tell you,
excuses why i won't be here any more.
i can't think of anything that won't break your heart
3
with you i am either more alive than ever or i have never felt more dead
this again brings me to the dilemma of staying or going.
feeling alive feels so good
4
i don't know how to fall a
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Can't Keep Me Down
You thought you would break me,
You thought you could take me,
You thought that you'd make me,
Give my dreams away
So lets avoid this confusion,
And ignore all the illusions,
While we watch your world go up in flames
Cause I know it's not,
What you were planning
After everything you've done...
I'm still standing
You see, I pick me up!
When you knock me down
You wanted me to run away!
But I'm still around
You tried to give me sorrow!
And hoped I would drown
You can throw me off balance,
But you cannot keep me down
You thought you could change me,
You thought you could shame me,
You even tried to blame me,
To make me forge
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this took me too many days to write and it's still not good enough, but what ever is, alors on danse.
this took me too many days to write and it's still not good enough, but what ever is, alors on danse.
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Excellent breaks and powerful descriptions. I love "but when she tries irony on for size it pools off her egret shoulders, on to the floor, and she must stick with secondhand sincerity."
Will read again and again
Will read again and again